FML I just don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know what’s up, what’s down. I feel like the whole world has warped around me and is falling apart piece by piece. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I'm going mental. *breaths deep*
Nothing else is really new. My past keeps sneaking into my head and stealing all my thoughts. What the hell am I supposed to do. My emotions are so jacked up right now and I feel like I'm being torn into a hundred pieces. Why does all of this have to be so damn hard, and why can’t I just find some fucking clarity?
“ I never really wanted you to see, the screwed up side of me that I keep. Locked inside of me so deep, It always seems to get to me. I never really wanted you to go, So many things you should have known. I guess for me there's just no hope, I never meant to be so cold ”