I was able to get a lot of things off my chest yesterday. It was very liberating. It was like I was holding all of these things inside me for so long I felt like I was going to lose my mind. I had been putting it off for months, thinking I was never going to be able to bring it up. Knowing now that it has all been said makes me feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders.
Now for the good. I registered for RCFM yesterday! It’s my first con. I can’t wait to go. Only down side is I don’t really know any one from the area. I hoping I can make some new friends down here as I just joined the NARF group. So far they seem like a good group of people. After being added to the group I received like 13 E-Mails welcoming me to the group. It’s kind of nice to have people there who don’t want to put you down.
*Takes a deep breath*
Its nice living life for the first time in a while.